Marise Filipaina

Broken Heart

What do you do when you've been torn apart in two

And all you feel like doing is eloping and starting anew

They say pick yourself up don't be beaten face it with a smile

But they don't know my past, they've only known me a while

I don't know where to start or how to begin

But God and i know that love ain't easy to win

Where are you God, and i like the man and his life

You carried him through his troubles can you help me with my strife

Or if not direct then bless me and send me a friend

One that i can count on till all my living days end

I guess if you don't then this must be for a good reason.

People make a habit of figuring me out wrong

It happens over and over like a replayed song

I'm sick and tired of living my life like this

My eyes and ears have had it i'm near to calling it quits

Get on with your own lives and i will with mine

And if ever i need help i'll set the place and time.

Troubled Life

They say my life's the best

I say i need a rest

They say my life is fine

To me it's gone outta line

Why do they expect so much from me

When i'm just another human being

Stop all this i can't take it no more

Keep this up i'll shut the door

Shut out those who try to promote

Like some commercial advertised on tv

My parent from me expect so much

But to my siblings not a word to them as such

I feel like an outcast in this world i live in

A pure angel, when inside a tonne of sin

Take off my disguise let them know who i am

Cos they'll only send me to the world of the damned

Shine your light on this pitiful life of mine

Change me with your love so pure and divine

An take my life now that i'm living in hell

Cos i can't recall all the times that i fell

Is there someone around for me who does care

And notice my life's gone from clothed to bare

I need an angel to swoop me off my feet

When my life's going down and i can't handle the heat

To be my shoulder to cry on

To help me up when life's gone wrong

If you're there reach out and grab me

Lift me up and make me see

That there is hope and a future, which to me a mystery

And my past put behind me with the rest of my history.